i went to comic book club on friday and hung out with two of the people from that for like six hours. it was nice to spend time with people. then on saturday maranda and i took her sister to indian food and we cried over the curry. i finished season 1 of jojo and got started on season 2 and gravity falls. i also did a whole bunch of homework and i went to a study session on sunday for my art history course.
i failed my differential equations homework though. that was upsetting. like, i thought i understood what i was doing, even though i knew it was wrong because my answers were coming out way too complicated, but i didn’t know what i wasn’t understanding, and by the time i finished i didn’t want to go back because i didn’t want to look at it any more. the professor recommended i look at some of the easier problems in the textbook and try to work through those. so i’ll do that today and tomorrow.
all my tests are next week so i’m worried about that. and my stomach still hasn’t been doing too well. at least i’m keeping food down. right now i feel like i’m just kind of coasting forward. i still feel sad and tired a lot. sometimes i feel scared and angry but nothing really causes that except the feeling that people are looking at me and i don’t like that.